playdead, the deflator

Somewhere between a push and a full blown condemning

I am my own devil and you’re just another lemming

You’re here for sex and nothing more, it helps kill the stressing

Yeah the more that I’m infecting, the less I’m second guessing

Can’t go too long alone need a mirror to prove I’m breathing

But the face I see, it isn’t me, it’s just a fucking demon

He took my form, took my life, now he’s heaven bent on leaving

This hell we blindly made, destroying pretty women’s feelings

Like an esophagus that’s closed, now she’s doing heavy heaving

Trying to carry the load I left in her, she is the captain of my seaman

Leave her grieving for the children swimming laps and not conceiving

Dead soldiers calling mutiny, none shall pass this evening

Just a sailor riding out the waves, heavy drinking and heavy thieving

Loneness might be my thing but even pirates need some healing

Just remember why you’re here, I’m not trying to be deceiving

This is a game of cat n’ mouse and that pussy needs a beating

You can’t catch me; I’m hiding in your backyard

You can’t catch me; I’m fucking with your guard dog

You can’t catch me; I’m right under your nose

You can’t catch me; you’re looking everywhere but home

Don’t tell me that you love me, this is just lust, call it a crush

If you’re still young enough and dumb enough to believe we won’t rust

Put your heartfelt kiss and tenderness inside all of my emptiness

I’ll show you why I write sad songs and pretend that I can still feel shit

So set the clock before dawn, leave before the roosters sings its song

The only breakfast feed is head in bed, just try to prove me wrong

You’ll see I truly have no sense of right and wrong

The rules are easy enough just try to play along

And when I’m silent, it doesn’t mean I’m lost in my thoughts

It means I nothing left to say to you, so get the fuck gone

You don’t belong here, there is no love, isn’t it so obvious by my tone

How many times do I have to say this shit, I want to be left alone

You’ve getting confused again, infused again, thinking that we are best friends

The love I’ve had is well past gone and you will not receive a thing

So pack that bag with the cloths you couldn’t wait to get off

And stay away until the next time that we get off

You can’t catch me; I’m hiding in your backyard

You can’t catch me; I’m fucking with your guard dog

You can’t catch me; I’m right under your nose

You can’t catch me; you’re looking everywhere but home

I find it cute that you have hope for me and think we have a future

But the shit I say in bed to you is nothing more then a fucking lubri-

Cant, don’t ever think we can, there is no can

All of these words come from an empty heart, empty eyes, n’ empty head

No you will never satisfy me, the tank is stuck on empty all you do is paralyze me

Keeping me from walking out in traffic, rapping with a pistol

Swimming with the fishes, taking pills by the fist full

But no you still don’t get it, let’s put aside for a second, all the needless gimmicks

See the words for what I’m saying, break down the horror metaphors

You’re about as welcome as the dirt upon my floor

The shit I track with me through the front door

And I’m sick to death of dirt inside my pores

But I tolerate this shit because I love whores

You can’t catch me; I’m hiding in your backyard

You can’t catch me; I’m fucking with your guard dog

You can’t catch me; I’m right under your nose

You can’t catch me; you’re looking everywhere but home